My First Ever!

Yesterday, April 19, 2007 was Course Card distribution for 3rd term(SY2006-2007)
this is my junior year... and since my 1st term and my 2nd term, im a consistent dean's lister already.. but i didnt make it this 3rd term... and im really disapointed .. not that disapointed because i already expected that i will not be able to grab it this time...

Since, i got my 2.5 (last april 16) in Anache2 (analytical Chemistry), i was thinking if i could get a 3.5 or higher on one of my 3-units subject... but *tadah*, upon receiving my first course card yesterday at around 1pm (after eating at Pizza Hut for lunch because it was Ave's birthday treat), i got 4.0 at Cheenvi (environmental Chemistry), thanks to Dr Gerardo Janairo.. All my efforts on this subject was all worth it. But then, i was under pressure while waiting for my next course card , which is in Physical Chem3 (pysche3), on which i dont know my grade because he hasnt returned our exam papers.. To be a dean's lister, i should at least get around 2.0 or 2.5 here because this was my last 3-units subject to receiv my course card, But unfortunately, i was disapointed on my grade, DI KO TALAGA MATANGGAP! there's no proof... and my second exam and my final exam, im sure - i know everything and i had answered everything (and by the way, my 1st exam was 54%), but 1.0 in pysche3 is really unreasonable! i really dont know, how did i get that grade?! 1.0 ? as in UNO? i cant believe that! its really impossible...

After that, i think i almost cried again...
Come to think of it,
"Hindi ata talaga para sa akin ang pagiging Honorable Mention graduate"
because whatever i do, there's always one thing that hinders it....

After taking my course card on physical chemistry, which my grade really SUCKS!
i played a game to unwind.. and to forgt about that.. the game made me smile and forgt for a little while.... But... it just didnt..

at around 3:40pm, i got my lab course card, on which i dont have energy to get it because whatever grade i would get there, would not be enough to make me a dean's lister... and in lbych58 (physical chem lab), i got 3.5 which is only a 1-unit subject so its like unit--less, i mean worthless... After that, i went to Yuchengco (Y601) to the office of Sir Q, but unfortunately he wasnt there, and i again came back after an hour, and he wasnt still there, i just wanted to ask him , "why am i only 1.0?" i just wanted him to show me the proof. so i just got my notebook (which was submitted before). And when i went to the chemistry department, i got another course card on thesis2 (thschy2), and got 4.0, but i wasn't that happy already because of that 1.0!
MY FIRST EVER 1.0 ...!!!

Since before, even if i dont study, i dont get a 1.0 grade... the lowest grade i had was only 1.5 on which happens when there's something wrong with the prof and sometimes i really hate the subject matter.

After all this,(around 5 or almost 6pm), WHATTA DAY!!! i just planned to just play but some went home already and some just went to GP (green place) to have some fun, i wanna join them but its late already.. and i need to go home early or else my parents will get angry again.

When i got home, i rest a while, watched TV and do stuffs...

After a while, i computed my grade and got my flowchart... my GPA for this term: 2.833 (on which i had GPA of 3.13 last term, its just because of that 1.0 thing. But if i got 2.0 , instead of 1.0 on that particular subject, i would have had a GPA of 3.08 for the second time around...my CGPA would have been 2.919, but i wasn't lucky to get that... and now my Cumulative GPA went down to just being 2.90, on which my last term CGPA was 2.905.

If i have my CGPA as 2.90, even if i make all my subjects next term be 4.0 (meaning straight 4's), then i would still lack 3 points to graduate being Honorable Mention. , and so, if only i got my 2.0 instead of 1.0, then my CGPA is much higher (2.919) then when i make my next term a straight 4.0's .. then i would graduate as Honorable Mention , because i would get an exactly 3.0 CGPA.

*sigh*

its nice thinking of that... but i could not make it anymore... so i will just try doing my best again next term on being just a dean's lister.... but i think i will not have the energy ... because i dont have any reason to have high grades...maybe... lack of reason... lack of goal... lack of perseverance (so i think i need to buy ring of health and void stone... ~nah.. just kidding)

Now, why am i grade conscious??
i think i am because i just wanted to graduate with honors... i just want to have an award... which i never had before (when i was in high school), i just had honor when i was in nursery, i got 2nd honor. Then, in kindergarten and grade school, i got nothing only "best in leadership" award for being the class president. And thats all!

i only have one term left in the university... hope i could make the best out of it... and hope i could maximize my time in school... 'coz i might dont have a chance to do many things after i graduate...

being a CHEMISTS is the KEY to SUCCESS!!!
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