My Real Happiness... to Forever???

Hope this is it, and I did the right thing...

I've never been this happy <3 but ive never been this disturb, because he's different... Memories: apr 1 - text/call RE apr 2-3 holy week holiday, RT texted. --- (August 27, 1989 bday of RAT/JR/) apr 4 - with R.T. (1)you're my boss apr 5 - splash with family apr 11 - RT (2) apr 12 - RT (3) apr 17 to 18 - RT with... (4) but first apr 19 - RT (5) apr 24-25-26am - RT (6) but second, Nuvali moment. *Thank you for everything. may 1-2-3-4 am - RT third and fourth, (7) may 8-9-10 (meet the mom and sis, and workmates) - I have may 16-17 fifth and sixth (8), "movie: warewolves- half only" we did not see each other for a long time, and not much of communication... I spent my time on playing clash of clans COC, so that I could meet him there may 30-31 he went to Puerto galera, mindoro may 31 - june 1 RT (9) - seventh actual. he gave me a shirt and a bracelet with my name rheasan on it, from Puerto galera june 3 - his 'ate' is back, he drank with workmates june 6 - RT (10) tagaytay trip, to his workmate's house, SM mang inasal, motor canvas RT june 13 - give the watch, watch "seventh son" eight actual. RT (11) , june 14- he drink. I told my parents about us. He is already trying to text or call me... june 20-21 watch divergent part 2 movie, "insurgent", ninth actual, RT (12). Jogging. Loyalty is the best policy. July 11 - (13) 10th actual. give my gifts, bag, tshirt, coin purse... july 12 - sm and rob. (14) Jollibee. supposed watch movie date. july 19 - the breakup playlist, arcade, Jollibee, ...(15) july 28-29 - 11th actual, (16), pizza and 7 11. August 2 - (17), mission impossible, Jollibee, pringles... moviedate Robinson August 8 - (18) 12th actual, Jollibee Robinsons, with tropa. August 10 - bought Cap for JR. August 14-15 - bday celebration turns to bad dream... 13th, but... (19) God, please help us, guide us... thank you. Don't know when he really started calling me Boss. about August*** August 22-23 - Buy ulam, Church on a sunday. 14th, (20) August 30 - went to our house, first time... > visit our house***
August 31 - dental, sm and Robinsons sta rosa, watch the love affair, (21)I have.
September 6 - apt, drink and videoke at his workmates house, Jollibee , (22), 15th
***Posted our pic together on facebook. 5th month already...
September 12 - apt, he was drunk, SM sta rosa, ride jeep, SM Mang inasal (23) 16th., he took a bath in the rain.
September 16 - apt, Hospital check up (leave), Robinson to sM sta rosa, Ex with benefits moviedate, wednesdate Greenwich SM, 17th... (24)
September 18 - >>> the dooms day discovered sept 9 happenings and sept 11.
got off early from work, and went to laguna for confrontation and explanation. Robinsons sta rosa, hotdog sandwich, Jollibee for late dinner on midnight.
with him, until morning of sept 19. 18th (25)
Sept 20 - apartment, to church (sta rosa), went to calamba laguna, supposed to go to rizal's house, but went to km 99, then to bunga falls, wearing high heels, and to Isdaan... back to SM sta rosa, Watch Maze runner: the scorch trial movie, Mang inasal for dinner. (26)- 2nd confrontation (must stop this). with him until morning of Sept 21.
Sept 25-26 holiday wait at caltex, laundry Saturday, flavours of china restaurant, moviedate resureksyon, black pearl, sm sta rosa (27)

God please help us... be strong and have a good relationship... thank you for everything.

October 3-4 2015 - overnight, then church... 19th (28) happy 6 months.
October 11, 2015 - Laundry day, (29) 20th.with mug gift.
oct 18, 2015 - typhoon. Cook tuna adobo. (30) 21th. strange blood, etiquette for mistresses (copy on USB only).
Oct 24-25 - Oktoberfest at greenfield city, copy of movies, first time coffee, 7 -11, 22th*, (31)
Oct 27 - sudden go... (32)- to fix the problem... almost...
Oct 31 - to nov 1 (33)

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Love Trust Faith Respect Loyalty understanding Communication Honesty Patience Time Courage Acceptance Sacrifice Effort Forgiveness Forever!!! Destiny. Believe.


I hope I can do this, I can be strong...
Even though he doesn't text me or message me, I will still be here...
I love him more and more every single day, I really miss him <3
I am sorry, if im not perfect..., I hope he really love me truly and wont leave me...

I hope he loves me too, and he is honest with me...
Thank you God for everything...
God give us good health, and good relationship...