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i dont know what im doing to myself this year...am i ruining myself?
is this....
Due to the pain i had experienced before?
But i know, ill never **** the same way again
so, ill never experienced that kind of pain again....
But, i still should STOP ruining myself...
on the other hand,
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am i WORKAHOLIC?or should i say, MONEYHOLIC?
or i just want everything to be reasonable and be worthy...
i never had a day with only 8 hrs of work, even though there are no things to do, i still extend myself... so that, my expense for transportation fare will pay-off...
i want everything to be an advantage...
in tagalog, "gusto ko SULIT"
and its not just "sulit",
but maybe i also want to be "pa-BIDA"
For instance,
>Last saturday (apr 26 2008), my duty of work is from 2pm-10pm, and extend until 6am due to 24 hrs production run of tropicana twister orange-which is high on demand now
>then on sunday (apr 27), morning, from around 7am until 4pm, there's a SPORTSFEST-FAMILY DAY event, so i still join and attended this event even though i have not rest so much, but i already slept on saturday night because i know this will happen.
> after the event, i just rest and change clothes... then got duty again at night, from 10pm-6am for start-up of the three production lines.
>but, due to night shift last week, i should be on the day shift already so my duty is really from 6am-6pm so from that sunday night, straight duty until 6pm of monday (apr 28)
~so, i got a 16hr duty for sat; 8 hr duty for sun, and 12hr duty for mon on which 8+12=20hr~
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Each and everyone of us, has our own problem...it maybe problems...
at home, in school, at work, ....
about yourself, family, friends, ....
problems are always there....
it just differs on how we handle them, how we solve them...
when we encounter problems... for SURE, we can handle it...
cause GOD wont give us problems that we cannot solve
and GOD give us problems to make us stronger, and to learn from our mistakes...
So, we must learn to face challenges and we must learn how to handle things not just to benefit ourselves but also to help other people....
But, everything we learn can dissapear...
and that happens, when the HEART REIGNS...
so whenever this thing happen,
we must try and make the BRAIN RULE!
and GOALS should always be present to have a meaningful life....
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Im already 21 years old... and thats not a kid anymore...
i already graduated and all...
i earn money, i have my own work...
people at work call me, a hearthrob or baby ng Q.C (quality control dept)
its like, im feeling right now... its just...
im doing all this stuff for the benefit of others...
earning money, for my family, friends, ...but not for myself...
i think, i need to explore myself more...
its like, there's nothing for me...
i really dont know what im feeling right now....
a.) so much wasted
b.) so abusing myself
c.) problems are always there, everything happens for a reason
d.) im not young anymore
in addition to this,
i think the one thing that has never change in me, was BEING VAIN...
im still mabait, and cheerful...
this are some of my fave lines:
"kung ano ka sakin, ganun din ako sayo"
>so if ur mabait to me, im also mabait to you... it follows on the motto or rule that do unto others what others do unto you on which is my own golden rule
"kapag gusto, maraming paraan, kapag ayaw, maraming dahilan"
>if u really want something, ull always find a way...
"love is one thing that will ruin your life, and it is also the thing that can make your life more colorful"
>in short, LOVE is everything
"Love is always there..."
>when youre really in love, love is never gone... its still there, you just dont mind it...
"MONEY talks!"
>money cant buy everything...but nowadays, it can also buy friendship and love...but not true love...
"Life sucks!"
>cause, life fucks us all... especially with problems...
"People are users.."
>we just differ on how we use them.... it maybe on the good of ourselves only, but it can also be good for both parties...
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the heart will mend. your duty is to your family. think of that first before anything else.
TumugonBurahinin life, it is not always good to take more than than others. sometimes, less is more. give way to others. and if they might slight you, pray for the strength to endure what is to come and let that be the end of it. God will do the reckoning.
you will never forget what was done years ago. nor should you.
yeah.... i know.. thanks dude!!!
TumugonBurahini just wanted to write something about my "magulong" feelings...
btw,
hope we could have more reconciliation? or just a plain outing or something , just before you leave...
its been a while since i saw my friends/clasmates...
harvey's in the gym, aju's all over the philippines, and everyone else's got work. a get-together you say? better odds finding a dodo bird. haha!
TumugonBurahinyeah.. ur absolutely right, mahirap na matuloy mga ganyan...
TumugonBurahinkahit un group lang natin...
hindi bale, thats fine .. busy busyhan mga pipol e..
anywys, im enjoying my work.. kahit im just a probationary.. ang tagal ko ma-regular-nadaya ako , i mean nalugi ako ng company pero ok lang, dami ko na na experience na problems and all sa work... kaya alm ko na ang dapat gawin kapag may problema.. alm ko na what action to take..
im just a line- quality control analyst, pero tawag sakin ng mga kasma ko section manager (one of the highest supervisory position), kasi kung umasta or mag act ako, its like im a manager-.. but of course, un nga naman target ko.. but not as quality control manager-ayw ko ng ganun kataas masydo...
always aim for the head. think big. lasallista ka hija!
TumugonBurahini wont aim na manager kasi it would take me around 7 years para maging ganyan kataas... hahaah so aim high parin- kasi even 1 yr ka palng dun, maaabot ko parin un section manager on which mas mababa lang ng isa sa dept manager...
TumugonBurahin*tsaka medyo pa bida ako, gusto ko lahat alam ko... hahaha*