another new leaf...

this maybe a short entry, coz im so sleepy already,...

leaved work at 2410H = 1210am, arrived home at 2440H = 12:40am
and now its already past 0230H = 02:30am


anyways,

i think im onto another leaf... i mean turned to a new leaf...

im changing and trying to change everything to good...

to lessen the ruining of myself, not just lessen but try to avoid it...
i must listen to my brain... as i always said

money is really important, but for me, reputation is more important...

and take note, sunday is my restday, but i still work on a sunday... especially nowadays... due to some production on sundays... and may mga lakad mga collegues ko, so i was the one asked to go to work on a sunday..,. and of course, mabait na naman ako.. so i agree to!

and i have a long term goal, but not just it, i also have my ambition...
to become a section manager, or to have a high position... at my work...
so im really working hard, and learning so many things not just my work, but also the work of others, so as of now, even before, i am already multi-tasking...

e.g holding many lines at the same time, even if the money i earn is not enough on what i do..

i always want everything to be settled, prepared and organized...

i am really not a kid anymore... but of course, we cant avoid to being childish at times.

i dont know why, why am i always so HYPER at work...
so happy.... and.. maybe thats how RHEA is...

and.... GUMAGANDA raw ako?!!
DO i? blooming daw?


This past few days, i am again being emotional...
im beginning to remember my feeling again when i was in college....


i hope, i will soon be a regular employee...
and , achieve my goal/s...

but, i was thinking if i will still take the board exam, coz i am not studying anymore, i am much focusing on studying my work, the industry, the engineering field... i still have my presentation (plus defend like presentation) regarding my work ...

if i dont take the board exam, that might ruin my reputation or pride.. coz many people know that i will take it...
but if i fail the board, then that could also ruin my image, my pride...

i dont know what ill do now?!

my presentation at work might be on august/september/october
the board exam will be on september or october...

but, i will not do anything with my license, even if i pass....



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