My Realization?

I just come to realize...

Why am i working so hard?
Anung pinag-iipunan ko?
My dream car? My dream house?
So, whats the point?

So, what will happen if i have enough money for all those?
Am i still going to buy those things? Maybe yes, Maybe no...

And if nabili ko na mga things that i wanted?
So, why would i still save money... and to think na, and kuripot ko..
i dont even make gastos...
i dont buy food for lunch/snacks, coz i just bring my baon...

I just realize, that all the things ive been doing so hard, will just be a waste of time...
instead of enjoying and just relaxing around the corner...
Nagpapakahirap lang ako...

When the manager or supervisor, ask me if i can extend working, i always answer yes its okay with me...
What am i thinking back then?
Money?, i mean extra money?
Having an overtime benefits me,
but working at an extension time can sometimes have its bad effects

So, why sacrifice ur health....??
Is it worth it?
For what?

Because itong week lang na ito (from nov 19-24), 3 days na rito akong nag oovertime ng 8hours.. so 16 hrs of working.. but its not that really hard...
ang mahirap lang is lack of sleep...
Just this week, around nov 23, medyo namama-os ako...
even though d naman ako sumigaw or nag videoke...
then yesterday, d na talaga ako makasalita masyado... pa-os na talaga...

So, kasama ko sila kassie, maan and aju yesterday and i was not so ingay... becoz of this


Anyways,

regarding my "i just wanna..." blog entry last time...

kakaiba pala mga tao.. different people, different styles...

last time, pag out ko sa work, paglabas ko ng gate, may mga guys doon (3 guys na from line 7), then they talk to me, and ihahatid raw ako, then i said "wag na, umuwi nalang kayo"...
they wont leave me so after several minutes, i left na talaga...

Lagi nalang may nag ooffer sakin na ihahatid ako, buti nalang lagi iba un time ng pag out ko sa pag-out nila...

Ang daming sipsip... or maybe not...
sabi pa nga ng isa, "ikaw pinakamaganda sa mga analysts..."

Then, dami dami nag tetext, paminsan kakainis e... especially pag hindi gwapo
ang bias e noh, nag rereply lang ako kung feel ko.. but still, ang lakas parin maubos ng load ko...

i just loaded this monday ng 100, then pagdating yesterday, natira sakin ay 5 pesos
but, of course, hindi lang naman sila tinetext ko, kasama na dyan mga college friends and my dad, my mom and all...


Then,...
Just this day, medyo nainis ako...

Dont ask if ayaw mo rin maniwala...

my mom kept asking tungkol sa work ko if bakit lagi overtime, then i answered na mahaba kasi production, and etc,.. then ayaw rin maniwala... so... just dont ask diba?!

bakit daw if friends nag invite ng lakwatcha, nakakauwi daw ako ng maaga... pero pag siya da nagpapauwi sakin ng maaga, hindi daw ako makauwi?!.. i said, saturday un eh, may kapalit ako nun.. pag weekdays, lahat kasi may production so.. walang kapalit...
And naghanap talaga ako ng time na makaka out ako ng maaga...
Dapat pa nga 10pm yesterday until 6am kanina un original worktime ko kasi kaka-awa naman daw ako kasi nun friday 6am-10pm ako para daw makapahinga ako, then nagpapalit lang ako ng 6am to 2pm for yesterday para makasama with friends

~imagine?
(10pm nag out, then 6am work na naman...)


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