Where it all started... to 2016

another year, another life... to begin again... <3 br=""> from almost 8 years ago... its still back...again

it is really hard.
My heart is broken, and problems in all aspects are all present.
God please help me and guide me.

Where it all began, (bday: 7/24 & 8/5)
July 2009
Dec 20, 2009 ***
Nov 28 2010
MAr 26 2011
Apr 14 2011
May 4, 2011 until July 13, 2012.
And now,... 1/22/2016 started...

bday of nov 3, 1992. paupau
it started oct 29... first meet



Memories of 2016

1/11 - mang inasal with workmates
1/19 - LTO , went to pepsi
1/22 - drink at binan (rb)*** with friend --- motor penalty fine (first ulit)
1/23 - went to worykmates LCI, house, tanza bday
1/24 - went to my lil bro's fiancée house bicutan.
1/31 - the 5th wave. Robinsons las pinas , yellow cab with friend (rb),electricity fine
2/7 - Paseo Sta Rosa, Shakeys with friend (rb), shoes, allowance motor tire.
2/10 - smart padala 1000 for cooking gas.
2/14 - Sm southmall, (rb) with friend, deadpool, Kenny rogers, socks, allowance (valentines day)
2/19 - LTO, (rb)*** mcdo. spri
2/23 - water problem fee and fine, - las pinas, mcdo.(rb).
2/27 until 2/28* - (rb)***, advance bday celebration, shakeys, entablado, and... (with friends)
3/4 - my bday, rb dinner at mcdo. (father debt) - (cake, tikoy)
3/8 - Robinsons place, rb with, Greenwich, always be my maybe movie, basketball ball. (pichi)_
texted again JD.
3/11 - Mcdo near SPRI (supposed to be), rb with, Pepsi visit. (tuition)...
3/20 - SPRI - rb, electricity, water, basketball ball, allowance fee... ***
3/22 - rb with... robinson, buy slippers for G, greenwich. allowance. (2nd month)
3/26 - rb only ***, allowance only. spri. mcdo/kfc food.
3/30 - with lakepower, inuman...
3/31 - he bought the ball, RB.
4/5 - rb with,,, ***, pacita inum, near there...
4/9 - rb with. robinsons elemento moviedate, greenwich, gerry's grill, buy slippers. milk and pasalubong. allowance for medicines.
4/16 to 17 spri rb.
4/21 smart padala to rb 1500php
4/23 - 4/24 rb with... watch game in dlp. after drink ***
5/1 - rb with... robinson gerry grill.
5/2 - shakeys at las pinas. allowance electricity water fee. brought me home. rb.
5/8 - rb with ***, mcdo near spri. allowance and shock
5/15 - rb with , mang inasal, sm southmall, just the 3 of us moviedate.
5/18 - rb *** spri... tocinolog. tuition fee and allowance...
5/20 - resorts world manila - watch miss bikini phils 2016, paolo bediones, charice, with judge miriam, mario dumawal... with workmates - to casino and bar.
5/29 - spri / tocilog / mcdo.with. babe *** with.. , allowance and electricity
6/5 - spri tocilog. babe *** allowance
6/11 - after work badminton & kfc with workmates.
6/12 - spri chicken babe ***allowance
6/18 - spri shakeys pizza chicken *** allowance rb.
6/19 - badminton day
6/26 - rb. spri. chicken. allowance. kitchen gas. y
7/2 - bday workmates.
7/3 - rb **** spri mcdo. allowance.
7/10 - rb. *** spri mcdo. allowance
7/13 - sarah geronimo.
7/15 - blue bay with family
7/16-7/17 shakeys. entablado. advance bday rb **** with friends.
july anniv of noc - with tom taus
8/6 - rb spri krispy kreme, speaker and allowance
8/7 - fathers side reunion bday ama
8/14 - babe *** spri... allowance . 8/17 - allowance electricity
8/19 - 8/20 tides bar.
8/29 - spri babe *** , with anna mcdo
9/3 - withdraw.
9/4 - babe *** mcdo spri.
10/2 - wedding of my little brother ----
10/5 - babe * spri
already bought new shoes. (liga)
10/12 - babe * spri . mcdo. allowance
10/16 - babe with... robinson. gerry. the third party.
oct 29- with friends in tayuman.to oct 30 with paupau
nov 5 - paupau
11/6 - babe spri mcdo. he is sick
11/12 - paupau overnight 7-11 movies
11/13 - babe spri .
11/19 - pau getz 7-11 sm tayuman
11/20 - babe *** mcdo spri
11/24 visit our house, pau
11/25 night until 11/27 sunday baguio with paupau - escapade - **** v-hotel
11/30 - victoria pau ***(2) holiday
12/2 - visit ecoplaza, paupau
12/3 - 12/4 - with pau - pedro gil then getz *** two days. tokyo tokyo
12/4 - with babe - with friend. watch super parental guidance. greenwich
12/5 brought me carbonara by pau at office
12/6 pau get baunan at office.
12/7 pau get mangga at office. thank you. krispy kreme.
12/9 pau shawarma vito cruz at office
12/10 babe with friend at paseo starbucks and shakeys. buy cap for b and slippers for friend. left powerbank
12/11 pau get with friend powerbank
12/12 sm moa with pau. underworld. gotti. and llaollao. foodtrip
dec 17-18 tokyo tokyo. manila grand opera hotel and casino with swimming. mcdo. mudshake. baileys. sunday mass advent simbang gabi. ***pau
dec 19 - pau * jatujak thai restaurant
dec 21 - pau*** cook meatballs cheesy mashed potatoes at his house.
dec 23 - rb with friends - chillax. alabang. super traffic.
dec 23-24 - pau* dunkin donut.
workmode pau* no jckt 2nd time. ate sm tayuman hap chan. hotel paradise carriedo. bathtub.* sm manila japanese ramen kuroda. bought gifts to family.
dec 26 - pau Moa after shift. vince and kath and james. mediterranean. gift wallet and origami paper roses. glasses to him.
dec 27 - sm san lazaro texmex with pau and dunkin donut at 7-11
dec 30*-*31 *work at home, pau, getz, foods , fruits, 7-11, dunkin donut,
no jacket third time.

merry new yr everyone !!!

jan 2, 2017 - pau at sm moa. eat at prime highlands steakhouse and yo panda manila. after my work.
jan 3 - after shift. pau home.cook egg bacon. tambay.
jan 6 - after shift pau mang inasal. watch 30 days of night movie old
jan 7 - pau.(chups) lanzhoulamien razon sm tayuman. arangque-sta cruz. movies. until 12:30am.
<3 br="">jan 9 - pau sm moa.
jan 10- rb and friend. alabang chillax.
<3 br="">jan 12 - pau* kamagong
<3 br="">jan 14-15 pau 
<3 br="">jan 16- pau
<3 br="">---continuation...
<3 br="">jan 25- last sent money to r.b.
<3 br="">refer to another chapter...  <3 br="">.
Thank you.

Im sorry for all my mistakes. I don't wish for a perfect life, just a life that I will be okay.
I just want to believe and be okay...

*my heart. my mind.

NOte:
My inaanak:
Last 2009: Rizal sera josef (girl) krizzel anne, June 25
Last 2010: John France - Aug 16 bday: Jiro (boy)
Last 2011: Jun pena - Feb 7 bday: jasmine (girl)