The big question: WHY?

12/21/2015

WHY?

God please tell me why...

God I know everything has a purpose.
but should I fight for it?
will I easily give it up?

How can we know if we don't fight for our love?
God can you please help me... help us.
What did I do wrong now?
I have promise to change, and im doing it.
but still, what is happening?

Everything was okay the last time we're together.
what had happen?

God is there someone else?
why?
please god.
Cant our love given another chance?
im really crazy already.

cant we fix it? cant we talk it over?
what do I do?

why do I feel life is unfair...?
I cant stop thinking and crying, please god help me, and help us...
does he not love me that much?
am I not worth it?

I feel helpless and hopeless...
I don't feel like living my life.

im really sorry for all my sins.
thank you for everything.


12/23/2015

God please help me, and help us both...
Cant we be together? forever?
How? im really hurting...

Ar we meant to be?
are we destined for each other?
i really love him, if we will break... how can my heart can mend?
i did not expect to love him this much...
im really sorry for being me, for being crazy...

can we change together?
can we improve together?
please God...
does he love me?



1/5/2016


God what is happening again?
my love is tearing apart?
I did my best. I tried my very best.
all my heart and understanding I could give.
I try to deliberate, and I try to be patient.
im not perfect. im not a bad person. but still... why?

please, im trying to be ok.
please help me.
pls guide me.

thank you for everything.
sorry for my sins.
Are we not meant for each other? but why did I see that?