Resolutions or Changes?

last jan 3 and 4... i was already thinking about stuffs...

My (2008) Resolutions

my first time ever to enumerate somethings, but i dont thnk this are my resolutions...
these are just CHANGES
changes that has been done, been doing and need to be done!

Changes starting my college days uptil now...

Oneself...

EMOTIONAL
Being sentimental or too sensitive

       before, i always listen to senti songs, i really love being senti and also i like songs with upbeat sounds, but now, i like upbeat songs than senti ones... maybe because i am more happy now.. like what people always told me, masayahing tao daw ako masyado... coz im always smiling.. even at work.. after 2007, i dont feel sentimental or emotional anymore, but the time that im taking down my resolutions, i find it a little hard to avoid being senti.. but, Now, i can already say that "I HAVE TOTALLY MOVED ON" on which is good on my part. Moved on on what?! .. thats mine nalang...

PHYSICAL
Improving myself

       working on my diet, but since i am already working, i thought i can continue my diet on which i started when i was in college... because ang lakas ko talaga kumain.. as in! now, i am currently working in pepsi company and there are too many free drinks and some free foods sometime, you cant avoid eating and drinking even a little, especially if im thirsty.. i like to drink cold ones, and only softdrinks are cold after filling, unlike non carbonated drinks or juices, they are hot after the filling and packaging...
       my weight kept changing these past few months of 2007, sometimes, i can stil continue my way of eating or the amount i eat, but just this december and january there are too many pasalubongs and foods, and parties, on which i cant avoid eating and drinking... but the time that i felt that i became fat or heavier is just this jan 02 because of the soo many pasalubongs of my collegues from their hometown or province...

       from now on, i will not drink juices or softdrinks anymore, only water and milk or natural juices ...and i will just eat three times a day, no more, but maybe less. coz when i was in college,i just ate twice a day, but im working so i added another meal... so, its breakfast, lunch and dinner.. these three meals can keep me going! actually, dinner should be avoided too, but my mom and dad cook delicious food, so i cant help but to eat it ALL...

       Oh golly! Now, i got long hair, this is my first time or my second time na umabot ng ganito kahaba ang hair ko... i am not sure of the length of my hair before, which was my freshmen years or the first few months of my frosh years in college, but thats long too.. My hair is so makapal, but i think the longer my hair, thats the best look it could give me, because mas maayos kapag mahaba, and i can style it the way i want it...

       like nung MOS pepsi xmas party last dec 22, some people thought na nagpa parlor pa ako just to make porma that day, but i said, "SINUKLAY KO LANG YUN", coz my hair isnt boring!!!

*for MOS dec 22 pepsi party & my pictures, check out the PCPPI-Muntinlupa Days or my 2007 Working Vanity photo album


ATTITUDE/PERSONALITY
       i know im talkative, and im still talkative... but i think i was gradually changing...

Changing from being talkative , to not much talkative or depending on the situation or my mood, i really feel like making kwento if i am in good mood or if im happy, in hyper mode..,etc
But i think i am honest, and frank.. and that could lead me down, coz what i said can be used on me too,so i think i should be careful on what i say and do...  but i really hate people who are not honest...
      
       i think im becoming more maarte or i mean, more girly than before... when i was a kid until high school, i am just a girl... but when i step into college, thats the time i am really changing.. maybe because of my friends, and what i see.. what i have on my environment... but i think, now that i am working, i can see that I HAVE REALLY CHANGED A LOT! i became much girly, on which is not only about make-up stuffs, but of course, i dont do make-ups or make ayos on work coz there are too many guys or boys there... and i think i became much mahinhin than ever!

       when i go to malls or just go malling, especially when i am too early for work, so i drop by a mall, i always look at clothes, i love stylish clothes, especially from bobson, kaschieka, folded and hung, kamiseta...


My Thoughts:

i really cant help thinking... i thought after studying and after all the experience in school, would stop my brain from thinking too much... but i was wrong... its not yet over until i am still living and breathing...

i think stuffs.. at work...
what will happen to me? why am i still not a probee (on probation)?
and so much more...PROBLEMS and PROBLEMS

i just want PEACE! i want my brain to stop!!!!

Thats all...thats all i want...for this new year, first work, and another year...


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