Am i a full fledged adult?

Since october 1, 2007...

I. i think parang full fledged adult na ako... but hindi ko ma feel, i feel that para lang akong student again na still studying but at the same time i earn my own money...
coz.. im already working... i have my collegues, on which i sometimes feel na i dont belong coz cympre mas close na sila coz mas matagal na silang nag wowork doon kahit several months palang... and as time pass by, i think kahit pano.. i can say "i belong", pero cympre iba trips nila e.. tsaka mga magastos sila.. kahit no money na, gastos parin...

   1.  im used to just eating 3 meals a day... but sila around 5 times a day sila kumain.. one of my collegues said na she's on a diet, she ate oatmeal sa breakfast but she still eat and eat.. grabe! i dont get people like that, she said hindi naman daw nakakataba ang hamburger...
   2.  mahilig pa silang magpustahan...hindi ako sumasali... even if may nanlilinbre sakanila, i dont join... mamaya gatungan pa nila ako sa susunod pag hindi ako nanlibre diba?!
     3.    mas iba un environment, as compare to noong college ako.. coz now, wala na akong kasamang chinese, so iba talaga feeling...

insights:
    i cant be too nice to all the people there, ... but of course, i cant be harsh too... ang hirap maging neutral... sa totoo lang, i enjoy my work... but i dont enjoy hanging with any of them... its so different. and i hate un mga workers talaga na mga guys... nakakainis sila! feel nila, close kami... duh?! okay lang asarin ako sa gusto ko... but to them? oh, what the f*** , they help me.. trabaho naman nila yun eh.. at mas mataas naman position ko sakanila noh.. so i can order all of them.

Working as Analyst ...( hold the line production of lipton, tropicana, and gatorade)
is fun at first...
but doing it several times, and almost every hour...
feels like nakakasawa, nakaka-umay na...

*pictures on work are located on one of my photo albums*
 
II. i dont have lots of free time..
  
   i use my free time just to eat, sleep, rest, internet, and text...

insights:
     super kulang na ako sa sleep, i got eyebags na talaga for the first time in my life, coz most of the time 12 hrs un work, so there's 4 hrs of OT (overtime), i rest sa work if napabilis ang pag-tetest ko sa samples but cant sleep sa work time. nakakapag-internet lang ako if no work, and ang hirap pa ng signal ng sun sa lab namin so i need to go out para lang maka-text, so sometimes, i just call...

My travel time varies:
  from house to my work place... around 16 km
    1. if there's no traffic, less than an hour ( < 1hr) ang travel time
         usually at around 8pm at night...
    2. at around 6:30am, travel time is 1 hour and 30minutes... and sometimes i arrived late pa sa work coz there are places na ma-traffic
    3. at around 4pm, travel time naman is 1 hour and 5 minutes... yesterday (oct 11 thu) lang to nangyari sakin.. sa alabang traffic...

its been a long time narin since nakagawa ako ng blog e...

and working is fun but ...
i miss everything!!!

i miss...
1. my friends / blockmates, hanging out with them, the usual things we do... like kulitan, asaran, gimiks or funtime, trippings, playing time (DOTA, counterstrike, etc)
2. studying without any worries at all even if magkamali ka..you can make "bawi" naman e..
3. using the computer doing something, like assignments, reports...

... and even if i went home late dati, im still not tired and i dont feel sleepy... unlike ngayon, super kulang tlaga sa sleep na ang hirap mabawi...

did i forget something?

Anyways,
School ended last aug 31, but the course card day was last sept 4.
Formally graduated last Oct 6, saturday... and
it was my first time...
1. to wear a toga (academic attire)
2. to enter the PICC plenary hall
3. almost 1000 graduates...
~even if 11 lang kami nag graduate from our block... it was still fun, only 2 boys lang, and 9 girls...
our block originally consist of 28, kaso lang some shifted, some transfered schools..i was absent from work bcoz of this... but its worth it...

.... hindi ko magawa dahil sa may work na ako....
1. getting my own driver's license (non professional) sa LTO
2. watch a movie, i really wanna watch "ive fallen for you" kahit alam ko na ung story kahit sa trailer lang...ang cute tlaga ng love team ni gerald and kim e...

~Buti nalang, nakapag hang out rin ako yesterday (oct 11).. its been a while narin since nagawa ko iyon...arrived home at around 12:20am na...
> paminsan lang ako lumalagpas ng 12am sa pag-uwi and i think its just my 2nd or 3rd time dahil sa pag hang-out

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