The 5th Wave

watched a movie 1/30/2016

at Robinsons place las pinas, in the afternoon 2:45pm, cinema 1
with friends (rb)

the 5th wave is a very curious movie...
because it is hard to understand at first...

movie spoiler alert:
1st wave - no power
2nd wave - earthquake to tidal wave
3rd wave - epidemic virus
4th wave - infected brain of humans
5th wave - young soldiers to kill all humans

Survival of the fittest, and fight for your own lives.
looks like movie 2012 , the maze runner, plus the walking dead, ...
But the movie's ending is not much satisfied...
Does this have part 2?


*no copyright infringement intended

Monthly Period list 2016-2017-2018

Where I list 2016...
monthly...

1/14
2/13
3/11
4/7
5/2
5/29
6/28
7/24
8/22
9/16
10/15
11/13
12/8


i continued to 2017

1/03
1/30
2/27
3/26 or 27
4/23
5/20
6/ 17
7/15???
8/12
9/11
10/ 11
11/8
12/7

2018

1/3
1/29 - 1/31
2/26
3/19, maybe
4/1





Thank you as always!
for my copy and reference...

Where it all started... to 2016

another year, another life... to begin again... <3 br=""> from almost 8 years ago... its still back...again

it is really hard.
My heart is broken, and problems in all aspects are all present.
God please help me and guide me.

Where it all began, (bday: 7/24 & 8/5)
July 2009
Dec 20, 2009 ***
Nov 28 2010
MAr 26 2011
Apr 14 2011
May 4, 2011 until July 13, 2012.
And now,... 1/22/2016 started...

bday of nov 3, 1992. paupau
it started oct 29... first meet



Memories of 2016

1/11 - mang inasal with workmates
1/19 - LTO , went to pepsi
1/22 - drink at binan (rb)*** with friend --- motor penalty fine (first ulit)
1/23 - went to worykmates LCI, house, tanza bday
1/24 - went to my lil bro's fiancée house bicutan.
1/31 - the 5th wave. Robinsons las pinas , yellow cab with friend (rb),electricity fine
2/7 - Paseo Sta Rosa, Shakeys with friend (rb), shoes, allowance motor tire.
2/10 - smart padala 1000 for cooking gas.
2/14 - Sm southmall, (rb) with friend, deadpool, Kenny rogers, socks, allowance (valentines day)
2/19 - LTO, (rb)*** mcdo. spri
2/23 - water problem fee and fine, - las pinas, mcdo.(rb).
2/27 until 2/28* - (rb)***, advance bday celebration, shakeys, entablado, and... (with friends)
3/4 - my bday, rb dinner at mcdo. (father debt) - (cake, tikoy)
3/8 - Robinsons place, rb with, Greenwich, always be my maybe movie, basketball ball. (pichi)_
texted again JD.
3/11 - Mcdo near SPRI (supposed to be), rb with, Pepsi visit. (tuition)...
3/20 - SPRI - rb, electricity, water, basketball ball, allowance fee... ***
3/22 - rb with... robinson, buy slippers for G, greenwich. allowance. (2nd month)
3/26 - rb only ***, allowance only. spri. mcdo/kfc food.
3/30 - with lakepower, inuman...
3/31 - he bought the ball, RB.
4/5 - rb with,,, ***, pacita inum, near there...
4/9 - rb with. robinsons elemento moviedate, greenwich, gerry's grill, buy slippers. milk and pasalubong. allowance for medicines.
4/16 to 17 spri rb.
4/21 smart padala to rb 1500php
4/23 - 4/24 rb with... watch game in dlp. after drink ***
5/1 - rb with... robinson gerry grill.
5/2 - shakeys at las pinas. allowance electricity water fee. brought me home. rb.
5/8 - rb with ***, mcdo near spri. allowance and shock
5/15 - rb with , mang inasal, sm southmall, just the 3 of us moviedate.
5/18 - rb *** spri... tocinolog. tuition fee and allowance...
5/20 - resorts world manila - watch miss bikini phils 2016, paolo bediones, charice, with judge miriam, mario dumawal... with workmates - to casino and bar.
5/29 - spri / tocilog / mcdo.with. babe *** with.. , allowance and electricity
6/5 - spri tocilog. babe *** allowance
6/11 - after work badminton & kfc with workmates.
6/12 - spri chicken babe ***allowance
6/18 - spri shakeys pizza chicken *** allowance rb.
6/19 - badminton day
6/26 - rb. spri. chicken. allowance. kitchen gas. y
7/2 - bday workmates.
7/3 - rb **** spri mcdo. allowance.
7/10 - rb. *** spri mcdo. allowance
7/13 - sarah geronimo.
7/15 - blue bay with family
7/16-7/17 shakeys. entablado. advance bday rb **** with friends.
july anniv of noc - with tom taus
8/6 - rb spri krispy kreme, speaker and allowance
8/7 - fathers side reunion bday ama
8/14 - babe *** spri... allowance . 8/17 - allowance electricity
8/19 - 8/20 tides bar.
8/29 - spri babe *** , with anna mcdo
9/3 - withdraw.
9/4 - babe *** mcdo spri.
10/2 - wedding of my little brother ----
10/5 - babe * spri
already bought new shoes. (liga)
10/12 - babe * spri . mcdo. allowance
10/16 - babe with... robinson. gerry. the third party.
oct 29- with friends in tayuman.to oct 30 with paupau
nov 5 - paupau
11/6 - babe spri mcdo. he is sick
11/12 - paupau overnight 7-11 movies
11/13 - babe spri .
11/19 - pau getz 7-11 sm tayuman
11/20 - babe *** mcdo spri
11/24 visit our house, pau
11/25 night until 11/27 sunday baguio with paupau - escapade - **** v-hotel
11/30 - victoria pau ***(2) holiday
12/2 - visit ecoplaza, paupau
12/3 - 12/4 - with pau - pedro gil then getz *** two days. tokyo tokyo
12/4 - with babe - with friend. watch super parental guidance. greenwich
12/5 brought me carbonara by pau at office
12/6 pau get baunan at office.
12/7 pau get mangga at office. thank you. krispy kreme.
12/9 pau shawarma vito cruz at office
12/10 babe with friend at paseo starbucks and shakeys. buy cap for b and slippers for friend. left powerbank
12/11 pau get with friend powerbank
12/12 sm moa with pau. underworld. gotti. and llaollao. foodtrip
dec 17-18 tokyo tokyo. manila grand opera hotel and casino with swimming. mcdo. mudshake. baileys. sunday mass advent simbang gabi. ***pau
dec 19 - pau * jatujak thai restaurant
dec 21 - pau*** cook meatballs cheesy mashed potatoes at his house.
dec 23 - rb with friends - chillax. alabang. super traffic.
dec 23-24 - pau* dunkin donut.
workmode pau* no jckt 2nd time. ate sm tayuman hap chan. hotel paradise carriedo. bathtub.* sm manila japanese ramen kuroda. bought gifts to family.
dec 26 - pau Moa after shift. vince and kath and james. mediterranean. gift wallet and origami paper roses. glasses to him.
dec 27 - sm san lazaro texmex with pau and dunkin donut at 7-11
dec 30*-*31 *work at home, pau, getz, foods , fruits, 7-11, dunkin donut,
no jacket third time.

merry new yr everyone !!!

jan 2, 2017 - pau at sm moa. eat at prime highlands steakhouse and yo panda manila. after my work.
jan 3 - after shift. pau home.cook egg bacon. tambay.
jan 6 - after shift pau mang inasal. watch 30 days of night movie old
jan 7 - pau.(chups) lanzhoulamien razon sm tayuman. arangque-sta cruz. movies. until 12:30am.
<3 br="">jan 9 - pau sm moa.
jan 10- rb and friend. alabang chillax.
<3 br="">jan 12 - pau* kamagong
<3 br="">jan 14-15 pau 
<3 br="">jan 16- pau
<3 br="">---continuation...
<3 br="">jan 25- last sent money to r.b.
<3 br="">refer to another chapter...  <3 br="">.
Thank you.

Im sorry for all my mistakes. I don't wish for a perfect life, just a life that I will be okay.
I just want to believe and be okay...

*my heart. my mind.

NOte:
My inaanak:
Last 2009: Rizal sera josef (girl) krizzel anne, June 25
Last 2010: John France - Aug 16 bday: Jiro (boy)
Last 2011: Jun pena - Feb 7 bday: jasmine (girl)

The arrow with a heart pierced through it... uhm...

The arrow with a heart pierced through it

"There was an Arrow who was getting tired of his pointy life. Until one day he woke up feeling heavier than usual. He woke up with a heart pierced through him.

"Whose heart are you and how did you get here?"

But there was no reply.
He floated about, asking those along the way, “Have you lost your heart?”

But he couldn’t find the owner of this heart.

He decided to ignore the weight he was carrying by going back to doing what he was doing. He floated away carrying the weight of the heart.

As time passed, he felt the weight decrease. He was either getting used to the weight he was carrying or the heart was carrying itself.


One day the heart just slowly moved back from the arrow. Slowly… very slowly… until the heart is no longer pierced through the arrow. And so the heart moved on. The arrow who used to have a heart pierced through him tried to move on. But he was too heavy and he was dragging himself down. The arrow could not understand why he felt heavier… when he no longer had the load of carrying somebody’s heart. So the arrow tried to go back to his old, pointy life and every day, he would wake up feeling heavier than usual. But there was no heart pierced through hime each time. So the arrow decided to be patient and just try to be the old arrow that he was before he became the arrow with a heart pierced through him. So he can live normally again. And he did.

In Macy's story it ended here but as the movie progresses, you will be hinted that there is some sort of a resolution to this. Along the storyline you will see how natural and engaging the characters are. They are naturally portrayed and it made the movie more captivating and relatable.


this is how the guy chose to end it..

One day he just woke up feeling a little stranger than usual. The arrow woke up being tired of his pointy life again. Until he heard a question too familiar that it was not strange at all.

"Excuse me, but have you lost your heart?"

The arrow was surprised. It was the heart who used to be pierced through him. And there was no reply… The arrow and the heart didn’t need any. "

*no copyright infringement intended
from the movie that thing called tadhana, from the book of the same title.

As you read on this, the story give us hope that when we are heartbroken, there is always someone to ease what we feel.
I know that mine was ease by someone, but it is also break by that someone...

God I hope that everything will be fine. thank you. and sorry for all my sins.
Have faith. I need to be strong in facing this. but is there a meant to be thing?...

1/6/2016
throwback movie