another new leaf...

this maybe a short entry, coz im so sleepy already,...

leaved work at 2410H = 1210am, arrived home at 2440H = 12:40am
and now its already past 0230H = 02:30am


anyways,

i think im onto another leaf... i mean turned to a new leaf...

im changing and trying to change everything to good...

to lessen the ruining of myself, not just lessen but try to avoid it...
i must listen to my brain... as i always said

money is really important, but for me, reputation is more important...

and take note, sunday is my restday, but i still work on a sunday... especially nowadays... due to some production on sundays... and may mga lakad mga collegues ko, so i was the one asked to go to work on a sunday..,. and of course, mabait na naman ako.. so i agree to!

and i have a long term goal, but not just it, i also have my ambition...
to become a section manager, or to have a high position... at my work...
so im really working hard, and learning so many things not just my work, but also the work of others, so as of now, even before, i am already multi-tasking...

e.g holding many lines at the same time, even if the money i earn is not enough on what i do..

i always want everything to be settled, prepared and organized...

i am really not a kid anymore... but of course, we cant avoid to being childish at times.

i dont know why, why am i always so HYPER at work...
so happy.... and.. maybe thats how RHEA is...

and.... GUMAGANDA raw ako?!!
DO i? blooming daw?


This past few days, i am again being emotional...
im beginning to remember my feeling again when i was in college....


i hope, i will soon be a regular employee...
and , achieve my goal/s...

but, i was thinking if i will still take the board exam, coz i am not studying anymore, i am much focusing on studying my work, the industry, the engineering field... i still have my presentation (plus defend like presentation) regarding my work ...

if i dont take the board exam, that might ruin my reputation or pride.. coz many people know that i will take it...
but if i fail the board, then that could also ruin my image, my pride...

i dont know what ill do now?!

my presentation at work might be on august/september/october
the board exam will be on september or october...

but, i will not do anything with my license, even if i pass....



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Jen @ SM

NOW, SHE"S BACK.....
with her 3rd album: Kahit Sandali the best of jennylyn mercado

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jennylyn_Mercado)

album tour @ sm muntinlupa (beside pepsi-cola product phils inc)
last may 11, 2008 sunday, after my duty 2pm,
the show was supposed to be @5pm, jen arrived @around 5:30pm, she ate at chowking, and the singing proper started @going 6pm, and finished autograph signing @ going 7pm

saw jennylyn mercado up-close
>i only often see a local celebrity, but now, she's pregnant
(its nearing her bday, and its mother's day)
>i was hoping i could go near her, to take pictures and to sign an autograph but you need to buy her album for P280 "kahit sandali, the best of jennylyn mercado"
>brought by: yes FM! (with a dj host) & GMA records

Jennylyn sang:
sa aking panaginip, i'd still say yes, nothing's gonna change my love for you, and kahit sandali

>this songs are available on her new album, plus a duet with janno How do i live
>for me, the songs are so nice...... even her other songs...

~the pictures here (photo 1-photo52) are taken using my cellphone(bad quality)
~the first few photos (around 19pics) taken from 2nd floor
~the rest of the photos are taken beside the stage...


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♥ 2008 Working (Probationary) Vanity part 2♥

Some vanity...

my probationary starts last march 01 2008...
and ended august 31 2008

but the pics here starts last may 09 2008, on which is the day, that i took a haircut...
~from long hair, of course, to really short and (cute) super-volume hair of mine on which i was called simba by our manager and i dont know why...

If u want to see the last pic on which before i got my haircut,
just go to:
my part 7 vanity: ♥ 2008 Working (Probationary) Vanity part 1♥


More pictures of me (located on my other albums)
part1:vanity obsession
part2:my photoshoots
part3:camwhoring:vanity obsession
part4:one month vanity
part5:♥ 2007 Working Vanity ♥
part6:♥ 2008 (Casual) Working Vanity ♥
part7:♥ 2008 Working (Probationary) Vanity part 1♥
this is part 8!!!



pictures taken using my camera phone (philips s660), ..
>>pics taken at work...
(some and most of the pics taken during my night shift)
>> different shirts, different hairstyles of my really short hair...
>> need to save money, so all i did was to do just a plain haircut, with no relax or watsoever...


plus, this album starts on my short hair...
but time flies when ur having fun,.my hair is long again.,..


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Randomness Feeling

A

i dont know what im doing to myself this year...
am i ruining myself?

is this....
Due to the pain i had experienced before?
But i know, ill never **** the same way again
so, ill never experienced that kind of pain again....

But, i still should STOP ruining myself...

on the other hand,

B

am i WORKAHOLIC?
or should i say, MONEYHOLIC?
or i just want everything to be reasonable and be worthy...

i never had a day with only 8 hrs of work, even though there are no things to do, i still extend myself... so that, my expense for transportation fare will pay-off...

i want everything to be an advantage...
in tagalog, "gusto ko SULIT"

and its not just "sulit",
but maybe i also want to be "pa-BIDA"

For instance,
>Last saturday (apr 26 2008), my duty of work is from 2pm-10pm, and extend until 6am due to 24 hrs production run of tropicana twister orange-which is high on demand now
>then on sunday (apr 27), morning, from around 7am until 4pm, there's a SPORTSFEST-FAMILY DAY event, so i still join and attended this event even though i have not rest so much, but i already slept on saturday night because i know this will happen.
> after the event, i just rest and change clothes... then got duty again at night, from 10pm-6am for start-up of the three production lines.
>but, due to night shift last week, i should be on the day shift already so my duty is really from 6am-6pm so from that sunday night, straight duty until 6pm of monday (apr 28)
~so, i got a 16hr duty for sat; 8 hr duty for sun, and 12hr duty for mon on which 8+12=20hr~

C

Each and everyone of us, has our own problem...
it maybe problems...
at home, in school, at work, ....
about yourself, family, friends, ....

problems are always there....
it just differs on how we handle them, how we solve them...

when we encounter problems... for SURE, we can handle it...
cause GOD wont give us problems that we cannot solve
and GOD give us problems to make us stronger, and to learn from our mistakes...

So, we must learn to face challenges and we must learn how to handle things not just to benefit ourselves but also to help other people....

But, everything we learn can dissapear...
and that happens, when the HEART REIGNS...
so whenever this thing happen,
we must try and make the BRAIN RULE!

and GOALS should always be present to have a meaningful life....

D

Im already 21 years old... and thats not a kid anymore...
i already graduated and all...
i earn money, i have my own work...

people at work call me, a hearthrob or baby ng Q.C (quality control dept)

its like, im feeling right now... its just...
im doing all this stuff for the benefit of others...
earning money, for my family, friends, ...but not for myself...

i think, i need to explore myself more...
its like, there's nothing for me...



i really dont know what im feeling right now....

a.) so much wasted
b.) so abusing myself
c.) problems are always there, everything happens for a reason
d.) im not young anymore


in addition to this,
i think the one thing that has never change in me, was BEING VAIN...

im still mabait, and cheerful...


this are some of my fave lines:

"kung ano ka sakin, ganun din ako sayo"
>so if ur mabait to me, im also mabait to you... it follows on the motto or rule that do unto others what others do unto you on which is my own golden rule

"kapag gusto, maraming paraan, kapag ayaw, maraming dahilan"
>if u really want something, ull always find a way...

"love is one thing that will ruin your life, and it is also the thing that can make your life more colorful"
>in short, LOVE is everything

"Love is always there..."
>when youre really in love, love is never gone... its still there, you just dont mind it...

"MONEY talks!"
>money cant buy everything...but nowadays, it can also buy friendship and love...but not true love...

"Life sucks!"
>cause, life fucks us all... especially with problems...

"People are users.."
>we just differ on how we use them.... it maybe on the good of ourselves only, but it can also be good for both parties...



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